yes..i feel really depressed...i really want to cry all time...most of the time..my family is reminding me how much i look like (that person i hate called 'dad)....And i don't want to look like him....i don't even want to have the same personality as him...and i know my family is thinking bad about me....i always lived with my grandparents...and i really don't want to go to my mom...because yeah..those kids in the street annoy me...first i wanted to go so i could help my mom..but now...she says that i only need her when i want something from the shop..that really hurted me because it's not true!!!! ..so not true...it's just...i don't want to go to my mom's house..because that house gives me the creeps...those memories of my dad are still there....and yeah.....I hate it..i really hate it...sometimes i want to run away..or just disapear (sorry if it's writed wrong) ....well yeah..normal this feelings just is for a half day or a whole day..but i really hope..that someone understands me and want to cheer me up..i really need someone to talk about my problems..or you know..what could really help??? i want my bad memories to be deleted....TT_TT